“If you want to change the world, pick up your pen and write,” to quote Martin Luther. However, if your pen is different from the others, can you still write with it? Neither appearance nor quality evaluate the worth of your words – even if they are unfavorable. Differences in education, finance, status, and opportunities are cast aside as society praises the unspoken standard set on media. Despite this, the bold continue to write, eager to share their stories. I am amongst them – who write not to conform but resist silence.
For years, I’ve dreamt of sharing my perspective with the world. Only to be rejected for the conflicting views I held. What began as quiet suggestions turned into demanding shouts, urging me to change who I was and what I stood for. I resisted yet the tension nearly broke me. If writing showcases your differences, why must I be sculpted into the image they created for me?
I’ve fought for my right to speak but my voice is a ripple in the vast ocean of opinions. And for once, I let myself drown. The overbearing criticism and undermining were the shackles that weighed me down. I swam as far and fast as I could, but I could slowly feel myself sinking.
Then, a voice whispered in my ear. It said to keep swimming, to keep defying the odds – so, that’s what I did. The screams that haunted me were nothing more than mere memories, lingering in the back of my mind. I found the key and freed myself from my restraints and swam to the shore. Remnants of the sea still cling to my lungs — a painful reminder — but I know better now.
Now, I want to prevent words from going unsaid. I’m prepared to turn my struggles into strengths and make a difference.
Author’s Note:
For years, I’ve struggled with confidence — especially in writing. Many chided me and said hurtful words. Now, I’m trying to overcome my insecurities to better myself and the people around me.
Sofia Felix | 13 | California, USA | @thefairfishy on TikTok
